note to self

If not now, when?

Images from Sunday lunch with family.




Staying up to write a review for Incubus' album- If not now when. Not really liking it so far, we'll see if I change my mind by the time I'm done listening to the whole album.

Bye Sunday- Hello Monday, Hello work.

I just came to say Hello

First day of class today. Watched a documentary in class. It was very thought provoking, very..heavy to digest. But good for the mind, I needed to kinda "jog" my mind. If it even makes sense to anyone. One week of holiday kinda made my brain lethargic.

This was the documentary I watched in class, titled "The Imam & The Pastor"





Anyways, it's February already ! I could have sworn it felt like New Years was just yesterday...hmm. May February be good to everyone :)




image taken from i wish i were a ghost

Letting go

Let go of:

• people who don’t call you
• the t-shirt from the ex, 
• the insecurities about the way you dance, or sing, 
• the shoes you’ve had in your closet for 6 years and are so raggedy but they still fit
• that nagging feeling you’ll die alone
• That one time somebody called you ugly, that one time you got dumped, that 10th time you got dumped
• your fear of flying, 
• your fear of never traveling, 
• your fear of being the one who makes the first move, 
• your fear of failure,
• being so negative, feeling like you shouldn’t feel optimistic about things
• the odd way you think your thighs and nose look, and being worried about how your hair frames your face
• 86% of your doubt
• the bad friend
• having to go to the movies with somebody and not alone
• staying home on a Friday, going out and feeling like you’d rather be home, feeling alone, 
• pretending like you always WANT to be alone
• getting caught in the rain without an umbrella, saying cheesy things about the rain
• being worried you’re being too honest, being worried about being rejected
• being worried about ordering dessert
• being sad that your love life is kind of boring
• constantly putting yourself down before somebody else does, being afraid of being disappointed, holding yourself back.
• Feeling bad about being clumsy 
• feeling bad your nails are always chipped
• bad habits you cling onto
• feeling guilty about thinking too much about the past
• getting nervous about how you can’t quite grow up just yet
• most of your guilt
• feeling terrible about the things you haven’t done yet 
• comparing yourself to people you aren’t
• comparing others to the people they are not, that one or two or thirty people you know you should.

taken from think yogurt